I had a cigarette today; I impose too much stress on myself and I have no outlet. This may sound like a depressing post. And it may be. I would not consider myself depressed, though, so do not make false assumptions. I am a very happy and very fortunate person. So I have no reason to be depressed. However, I should not be telling you that making false assumptions over this post is wrong. I am hypocritical and make false assumptions of myself. I know I am worth more than I give myself credit for, yet I feel like my actions are the only things that make me worthy. That is why I make art. Unfortunately, I constantly judge my work and find so many faults within it, therefor constantly thinking about the faults within myself. That is why I had a cigarette today.