Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Cigarette.
I had a cigarette today; I impose too much stress on myself and I have no outlet. This may sound like a depressing post. And it may be. I would not consider myself depressed, though, so do not make false assumptions. I am a very happy and very fortunate person. So I have no reason to be depressed. However, I should not be telling you that making false assumptions over this post is wrong. I am hypocritical and make false assumptions of myself. I know I am worth more than I give myself credit for, yet I feel like my actions are the only things that make me worthy. That is why I make art. Unfortunately, I constantly judge my work and find so many faults within it, therefor constantly thinking about the faults within myself. That is why I had a cigarette today.
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What a sad thought... to think our worth is based on our works. No matter how hard we try, we will never be able to have value based on the things we do/dont do. Our value as people comes from the fact that God created you. He has intimately, meticulously, painstakingly created everything about you. That is where value comes from. If we have our value based on works, no one would be worth anything... there would have been no reason for Jesus to die. He did because God made us, loves us, and through Jesus has saved us... Man our worth is all about that. You will worry and stress yourself to death if you think you have to prove yourself through you works... Just a thought...
ReplyDeleteto conclude, Jesus and i think you are pretty cool no matter what :)